Party like it's the end of the world

did you ever feel being left behind? being ignored or nobody wants and cares about you? the thought of "if i die, will anyone miss me?" crossed your mind?

i'm pretty certain everyone has been through that phase though, i myself as well. it's been quite a few times and i ended up crying myself to sleep, feeling terribly miserable and desperately wanting to sleep forever and never wake up. but then again, i have no idea why, the next morning i wake up, i will be very relieved, feels nothing but good, how those insane thoughts, tears and feelings seem to disappear. sleeping is my best medicine though. & well perhaps the only thing you should actually note in mind every single moment is that you're grateful for life, for everything in it. and yes, i am, very blessed indeed :)
that kind of feeling certainly has to be shoo-ed away, far far away. you will not know how much you mean to some people, really. stop complaining, cherish every moments of your life, & live it to the fullest :)

anyway, i... want... this... please?

yes yes yes :D

tomorrow is saturdayayayay :D
may you guys have an awesome weekend ♥

till then, xx