15th

i woke up today feeling so upset knowing there's not even a day im currently looking forward to, not even my birthday. it's like i always had a day in a month or the next one to look forward to.
one reason i dont want to step ahead is, it's getting closer to farewell with the scholars. this gets in my mind everytime! not to mention the laziness to get back to school in approx 3 weeks. things will never be the same later on. sigh.
i kind of feel regretful for some things that i havent done in junior high, but what can i do now? all i can do is trying to accept everything, even if it's truly hard.

i must say life gets so flat these days, in flat i mean really boring. everyday's all about the cyber world, facebook games, twitter, msn and text messages. vacation trip is going to be in the end of june, i guess i must really look forward to it huh? oh well.

anyway, favorite song atm.

i know it's an old old one already, but i cant stop listening to it <3

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."